I Finally Got It Together...

I once heard some good advice. It was that only at the precipice of destruction can a man, woman, or even a civilization, can change. Thats what happpened to me this morning. My and my wonderful gf where having a discusion, and I said "I still dont know what you see in me."She responded by saying something along the lines of that she needs a man with atleast alittle confidence. I felt that if I dont change, and change soon, I was going to lose her. Unfortunately, I had my phone taken before I got a chance to respond (DAMN YOU MS.BINION!!! *shakes fist in anger*). But there was some good by me not being able to respond immediatley. It gave me a chance to truly evaluate what I have going for me. I heard alittle voice inside me yelling at the little insecure boy inside of me saying "Dude stop bitching! Your pretty cool! You have alot of things going for you." The little boy responded by whining "Well, people dont ususally like me..." The loud voice yelled "So the hell what! If they dont like you, thats their problem, not yours! Tell them 'This is is me, you dont like it, to bad!". SO, after that, I truly evaluated myself and I found I have a few things going for me that realy count.

Im very loving. I can get along with almost anyone.
Im very trusting. You would have to give me a reason NOT to trust you.
Im funny. I can make a joke out of anything.
Im pretty smart...when I apply myself
I have a great taste in music.
I have style.
I can keep control of a situation.
I can be responsible.
And last but not least

I have the GREATEST gf in the world

Now how many people can say that? Now that I think about it, I should consider myself lucky to have all of these gifts. So from this day forward, I shall have confidence in myself! Lets just hope its not to late...8 Bit RE:Generation Leader...signing of...


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Close Call...

You know those hospital television dramas? Where they constantly have close calls with the patients? Thats where I was a few minutes ago. I really thought I was losing the love of my life. Pretend the love that my girlfriend and I share was a patient at a hospital. It come in with the bad case of the doubts. Now this doctor scrambled for a cure. Tried giving the patient the "explain this to me". Sort of worked, but mostly it just made me understand more what was going on. Tried the "please don't do this to me" pill. Worked a little but not to the desired effect. After a long and drawn out hospital stay, this doctor had a breakthrough that was so obvious that it should have bit him. This cure had worked on him when he also had a bad case of the doubts. Why not just try 50 milligrams of "re-assurance". Once this was administered, they love perked right back up and was back to its old self in literally not time. I gave the usual follow up questions that I normally do, and everything checked out fine. We were definitely back to where we were before the whole thing happened (except that my hatred for a certain "person"-and I use that term loosely-was heightened even more) which was perfect. And I actually know now what I have to do to keep these doubts away. Just be there. Its that simple. I just have to be around her, and everything will be fine. So all-in-all its like it never happened. Right? Im pretty sure but hopefully "you-know-who-who-you-are" will comment and answer it for me. Actually if she can just tell me those three things that I asked were still true again, that would be great. And just so you know, that whole "I-have-a-cure" thing doesn't mean that I just said it because it sounded good. I was just trying to fix things so I didn't loose what I loved so much. So yeah, that was a close call...8 Bit Regeneration Leader...signing off...

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To Whom It May Concern...

Oh yeah, since Im on the spirit of creating new blogs, I figure Ill make a 3rd one. Just so everyone cam get a taste of all 3 of my sides. My different "personalities" if you will. Ill break them down for you...

• First theres my favorite, T0ki0. Hes cool, confident, level headed, and just an all-around good guy. Hes going to be the "author" of my next blog, which will be entitled "The Neon Experience"


• Then theres Forever Real. Hes more of a introspective person. Thinks alot, very aware of his surroundings, and looks at things for what they are. Hes the "author" of this blog.


• Last but not least, theres Blaze. Lets just say you dont want to meet him. I put him away along time ago, but from time to time he likes to make his pressence known. Hes the "author" of The Journey Through Fire.

So there you have. All 3 of me. They all make up a part of me, and I think that everyone has different sides to them, I just decided to name them, and give them each their own blog. So dont give me that look. Yeah that look that your given me right now. Lol jk. Anyway, so yeah thats about it, check em out you want....8 Bit RE"Generation Leader...signing off...

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